"I think the people here so lucky some times. To not have experienced that." To not feel as if most boys she had known had all gone to die for something that to Sybil seemed largely fruitless. "I know it changed everyone. But I can't help but feel I am a better person now. I never would have found nursing, for one. Likely would have lived the rest of my days planning parties and riding horses, living in our own little world."